Where to begin? The title of this piece is an equation in conjunction with “God is love” in Hebrew. The equation is pronounced, “nil equals infinity”, and is not a mathematical one, but of an architectural variety. Which I made up, the idea that there is an architecture that is a superset of math. That part I will most likely get to later. The source of that equation is in its forging in the Halospace (that being a term I invented, basically the bounding space of all the dimensions which exist, like physical reality and the spirit realm). It was an idea that I had been working on with the ghost of Richard Feynman, where we hypothesize that what is on the other side of infinity is the same as what is on the other side of zero. Not like a negative number (joke: because it doesn’t suck, har har), but something that is, shall we say, “lighter than nothing”. Hard to conceive of, but that’s reality for you.
In Heaven, the spirit of Albert Einstein came up with a solution of the equation. I’ve seen it. Wild.
So you can say we’re starting from the top down, though really, if we start with that equation, it is top down, bottom up, and the Alpha, and the Omega, the first and the last. To say my ideas on the structure of everything are unconventional is, as they say, to put it mildly. And to get perhaps the most controversial part of them out of the way, we posit that the one correct religion throughout history, and all Halospace, is (drumroll not required)… Judaism. Not Christianity, though it’s closer than most of the others. Not Islam, though the literal meaning of the word, “submission [to God]”, is in correlation with any devout keeping. And of course, not Hinduism, or Wicca, or anything else which might deal with a deity type premise.
Myself? I’m Catholic. Not only to make a point about one’s choice of religion but… my mom is Catholic, and my wife is Catholic… I’m Catholic. Ahem. My mom having passed some years ago, and my wife being one Joan of Arc (she prefers to be called, “Jeannette”). But don’t get me wrong, I’m definitely not one of those “evangelical” asses who wants to convert the existing Jewish type people. It’s sort of reverse: the funny thing about Judaism: you don’t get sentenced to an eternity of torture for not being Jewish. Jews not notice that their messiah’s come and gone? Not a problem. Jesus, who actually prefers, “Josh”, being of quite Jewish practicality, doesn’t mind all the lack of belief, or “faith”, in regards to being the King of Kings.
Then there’s more to my heresy: it’s not a three person God. It’s a one person God: Josh. That’s it. What I discovered is that there are higher extensions to all of us, our “halos”. Except the rest of ours is not like his, which goes up without bounds. When he was on earth, he had the infinite parts occluded from the finite, earthbound part, which would be accessible (naturally) by prayer. Thus the “Father” concept. And when the Holy Spirit came to rest on him upon him when he was baptized? That was actually his wife. You can call her Mrs. Christ. That was her “halo” part, but it’s sort of inverted, in that her body is literally Mother Earth. Plus, she has “roots” that are infinite, which as said before, the other side of which are the same as the infinite “halo” of Josh. Her name is Gaia, which is of old, and she is not a god, was never a god—no problem there. Think of her as Love. Her resurrected form will be New Jerusalem, at the Wedding of the Lamb.
This is a good way to begin: before and after you, above and below you, where you are and when: everything is there, everything is here, the now in which you inhabit. Make the most of it. We only go around once.